hey all~ i'm excited i bought the best tea in the world by The republic of tea...a white tea that is only harvested two days out of the year in the high mountains of china which for some unknown reason makes it ridiculously good...

here in NC  there is a huge thunderstorm and flash flood warnings along with a hurrican alert for a county like on the other side of the apalachian mountains from where i am so no worries...

the countdown to seeing brandon is at ten days!!!YEAH..ooo lightning...fun

my cousin elena and i totally pigged out on pizza and cinna-sticks today for dinner...fuck the diet for today..yea we've been running four days a week the whole time i've been here...but it's good for me..

i miss home and i'm anxious to get back and see everyone, especially my friend tiff who just moved back to cali from korea where she's been held captive by her family for two years...booo..but yea that she's back...and jeff..and robertson who i wont see for like another two weeks...(darn lucky ho and her caribbean cruise) jk izzy have fun...

caitlin be careful in SF...there are scary bums and funny bums and they can be hard to tell apart...

love Chiz-Am

wow..it's been like 4ever since i updated..graduated...grad nite rocked...i was dead the next day at orientation..i was awake for like forty six hours straight! craziness...i do not advise it...

went to a family reunion where brandon met like my whole family..all 85 of them and they all love him! we're not official yet...*cross fingers* we've waited 5 years to actually be together....i'm going down to sd in two weeks to see him and figger what we're gonna do...and to play!

i'm in NC right now with my cousin...i've been here for three weeks and it's awesome spending days with my godson and goddaughter doing jack shit....we go running four days a week! YEAH..craziness...but i need to keep the weight off anyhow...

i miss everyone so much from high school...like seeing kyle and jessi zoo zoo everyday...and like stephanie and heather even if it was just in passing i still miss it tons....I miss my caitlin strawberry girl and ricki....and i'm like going crazy without the dance team....but it's time to move on to college...i really hope to keep in touch with people...sorry to those who i haven't talked to, i'm kind of on the other side of the country...but i'll try to give all a call when i do get back and see some before i move...i move into my dorms and new life in less than a month!!!! holy crapola...i'll be on my own! AHHH... pray

talk to you all soon...love much...

miss you jeffrey and sarah!

love chisam

so yea still dealing...its getting better...now i know to follow my own intuition... wateva...his loss right? eh i don't even give a flying fuc-a-doodly-do anymore....

i'm so excited for our dance show next week, my dance is gonna look cool i really hope..the girls are working really hard and i sweat my brains out everyday so yea....

finished my APES finals wooot wooot...one class down...7 days till i'm legal! YEAH!